My Big Aha!
In midlife, I became aware that I had experienced my whole
life from either outside my body, or only in my head. Fortunately, at the same
time, I learned that living life in my whole body was an option. In fact, it
was a much richer and more fulfilling option.
So I began exploring how I might attain this unfamiliar state
of occupying my entire body. One of the first techniques that worked was using outstretched
arms to gather up all my energy that was dispersed around me, and then using my
hands to push it down into my body.